Let me give you the background. So the guy that I have been crushing on asked me to hang out tonight. After dinner I picked him up and we were talking and it was still semi-awkward and at first I wasn’t thinking that it was going anywhere. We meet up with people and eventually ended up parking by my friends. We were watching Despicable Me in my car. He reclined his seat, so I followed. We laid there and I asked him about his favorite things. We asked about all sorts of things just laying there looking into each others eyes. It was really cute. He cupped my face with his hand and he repeatedly said ” I like your face”….and ” You’re really pretty”. Which made me smile. I asked him ” what turns you on”….He said he wasn’t sure. Maybe it was too far a stretch for someone like him but then he asked ” What turns you on?” . I said ” well…thats a long list..But ugh I like guys with dark features”…He goes ” well I know now that you like guys that are hairy, with dark eyes, and dark hair”…I said ” basically, I like a guy thats tall, dark and handsome”…and then here it came. He responded ” Well, i’m short dark and handsome…so will you kiss me ?” ….I was in shock. But I said yes. We kissed. And I was so nervous. But damn I loved it. I slipped in a little bite, and I pulled back and said ” sorry I’m a biter ” …He said ” noo..it felt good”. I interuppted again and said ” I knew I liked your lips”. He said ” i like yours too”. I could feel him trying to use a little tongue but I felt it was too soon for that.When I dropped him off later on, we kissed again. Just once. Until I said ” One more”. One more turned into two more and two more turned into three more and by that time I had stopped counting and ran my fingers through his dark hair. I stopped because I was getting too heated and he had to go.
Of course I rushed home because I had to type this ! Gahhhh im so excited.
He asked me to hang out again tomorrow ! ahhhhhhhhhhhh
So he texted me to hang out tonight. The entire night we kept on touching in a sweet way. He was rubbing my thigh with his hand. Ugh I wanted him too badly. He was hugging me and pulling me close to him. We kept on teasing eachother. He lifted up his shirt at one point and I saw his happy trail. It was perfect. The kid is everything I want except he’s short. Literally he has all of the characteristics brown eyes, dark hair, hairy in good areas, good hygiene, family oriented, funny, smart, sweet, considerate, respectful. I can’t even describe how amazingly awesome he his. It was really cute at one point when i was mocking the song ” Mercy” saying ” you give her that d?” He goes ” Well, I have to get to know her first”. That right there made me smile. And it made me realize that I really want to go slow with him. I want to take it really slow with him actually. I really like him and I don’t want to rush anything at all.