July 2012
It happened.
Let me give you the background. So the guy that I have been crushing on asked me to hang out tonight. After dinner I picked him up and we were talking and it was still semi-awkward and at first I wasn’t thinking that it was going anywhere. We meet up with people and eventually ended up parking by my friends. We were watching Despicable Me in my car. He reclined his seat, so I followed. We laid there and I asked him about his favorite things. We asked about all sorts of things just laying there looking into each others eyes. It was really cute. He cupped my face with his hand and he repeatedly said ” I like your face”….and ” You’re really pretty”. Which made me smile. I asked him ” what turns you on”….He said he wasn’t sure. Maybe it was too far a stretch for someone like him but then he asked ” What turns you on?” . I said ” well…thats a long list..But ugh I like guys with dark features”…He goes ” well I know now that you like guys that are hairy, with dark eyes, and dark hair”…I said ” basically, I like a guy thats tall, dark and handsome”…and then here it came. He responded ” Well, i’m short dark and handsome…so will you kiss me ?” ….I was in shock. But I said yes. We kissed. And I was so nervous. But damn I loved it. I slipped in a little bite, and I pulled back and said ” sorry I’m a biter ” …He said ” noo..it felt good”. I interuppted again and said ” I knew I liked your lips”. He said ” i like yours too”. I could feel him trying to use a little tongue but I felt it was too soon for that.When I dropped him off later on, we kissed again. Just once. Until I said ” One more”. One more turned into two more and two more turned into three more and by that time I had stopped counting and ran my fingers through his dark hair. I stopped because I was getting too heated and he had to go.
Of course I rushed home because I had to type this ! Gahhhh im so excited.
He asked me to hang out again tomorrow ! ahhhhhhhhhhhh
my friend Emily's reaction for sure
- Person: Theatre is stupid
- Person: Musicals are gay
- Me:
- Person:
- Me:
- Police: So can you tell me what happened?
- Me: He ran into my knife.
- Me: He ran into my knife ten times.
- Ensemble behind you: HE HAD IT COMIN'!
- radio station 1: call me maybe
- radio station 2: payphone
- radio station 3: wild ones
- radio station 4: what makes you beautiful
- radio station 5: where have you been
- radio station 6: somebody that i used to know
- me: *veers car off bridge and drowns in lake*
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T, W, E ?
T: What is your favorite sexual position?
Anything that brings two faces close together. Real intimate stuff.
W: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
Australia
E: Have you ever cheated on somebody?
Yeah. Biggest mistake of my life. But it taught me alot.
A , B C
A: Who was the last person to piss you off? What did they do?
This guy. I actually trusted him to be there for me and in return he was a piece of shit and couldn’t help me meanwhile I was there to help him all the time.
B: Do you miss your ex? What would you do to get them back?
No. I could care less about him.
C: If you had to choose between your best friend or your significant other dying, who would you choose?
My significant other. Guys come and go. But having true friends who are going to love you unconditionally is worth it.
G, F, L ?
G: Do you believe in ghosts?
Well. I’m not sure.
F: Are you a virgin?— ya’ll can ignore this one.
No I am not.
L: Have you ever told a big lie, one that you felt bad for? Did you ever come clean?
Yeah in a way I sorta did. But I did come clean once I was approached by someone.
XYZ?
- X: Do you do drugs? Drink? Smoke?
- I don’t do drugs. I drink occasionally and I smoke pretty rarely.
- Y: Is there anything you wouldn’t do for love?
- Yeah. Change my views on life.
- Z: Would you ever have sex for money?
- Nope.
Ahhhhh..
So he texted me to hang out tonight. The entire night we kept on touching in a sweet way. He was rubbing my thigh with his hand. Ugh I wanted him too badly. He was hugging me and pulling me close to him. We kept on teasing eachother. He lifted up his shirt at one point and I saw his happy trail. It was perfect. The kid is everything I want except he’s short. Literally he has all of the characteristics brown eyes, dark hair, hairy in good areas, good hygiene, family oriented, funny, smart, sweet, considerate, respectful. I can’t even describe how amazingly awesome he his. It was really cute at one point when i was mocking the song ” Mercy” saying ” you give her that d?” He goes ” Well, I have to get to know her first”. That right there made me smile. And it made me realize that I really want to go slow with him. I want to take it really slow with him actually. I really like him and I don’t want to rush anything at all.
Let's get really personal.
- A: Who was the last person to piss you off? What did they do?
- B: Do you miss your ex? What would you do to get them back?
- C: If you had to choose between your best friend or your significant other dying, who would you choose?
- D: Everyone has a few demons, what's your worst one?
- E: Have you ever cheated on somebody?
- F: Are you a virgin?-- ya'll can ignore this one. Love TSH
- G: Do you believe in ghosts?
- H: If you knew your girlfriend/boyfriend would be truly happier without you, would you leave?
- I: If you liked someone with a terminal illness, would you still date them knowing they might not live much longer?
- J: If you sold your soul, what would it be for?
- K: Would you ever kill someone? What would be a good reason?
- L: Have you ever told a big lie, one that you felt bad for? Did you ever come clean?
- M: Is there anything that you'd never do for any amount of money?
- N: Would you consider yourself vain or narcissistic?
- O: Are you open minded, or do you judge people and things before you give them a chance?
- P: Politics, what are your thoughts on them?
- Q: Do you prefer peace and quiet, or loud chaos?
- R: Religion, what is yours? Do you believe in a god?
- S: What is your sexual preference (straight, gay, bi, pan, ace)?
- T: What is your favorite sexual position?
- U: Has anyone you knew ever died? If so, who?
- V: Do you ever want children?
- W: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
- X: Do you do drugs? Drink? Smoke?
- Y: Is there anything you wouldn't do for love?
- Z: Would you ever have sex for money?
