January 2012
same shit with certain friends.On Facebook people are like:
On Tumblr people are like: “Me too!”
Such a big transition from what I was saying before . I am the epitome of bipolar. But i was just skyping with my boyfriend, and he honestly…he’s so gorgeous and hysterical. Like just everything about him, still makes me smile. He really is the only one. As much as I talk about wanting to get with all these hot guys….he’s all I want to get with. Sure long term/distance relationships do get a little frustrating, but we both try not to let it get that way. We were talking about these stupid childhood things and laughing like idiots. He is my best friend, he makes me so happy. I’m very fortunate to be in his life. I’m so thankful for modern technology also, as foolish as that sounds, if it weren’t for these innovations in technology my relationship would be ten times harder. I am really trying to cherish the moments I have with him because tomorrow, who knows what can happen. Things can change so quickly. As much as I complain and pick on those little things he does, I do it out of love. I never want to change him. It’s scary, I don’t want to let him go. We’ve been through so much, and I feel like we’re here for a reason. We make eachother better. He’s my balance. Sort of like a yin and yang.
From now I’m not initiating anything . If you want to talk to me . Let me know. I hate texting . Honestly I really do. Its so boring. We have nothing to talk about. Just a bunch of ” haha :) “…and “lmao”…and stupid smiley faces.
We steal the Declaration of Independence.
no unfortunately he is far far away ill have to wait a little longer. And thank you very much. =D
HORMONE LEVELS : THROUGH THE FUCKEN ROOF.
Ugh this is when long distance makes me want to shoot myself.

Having sexual fantasies about my english teacher … God help me .
I keep seeing me performing a strip tease to ” Dance For You” by Beyonce .
Sweet jesus someone needs to purify my thoughts .
Dare you.
maybe?
do ittt
I might be asking for something bad…lol but go for it
I am so relieved… Thank you God for always being on my side . I pray that you bless those around me and give them my happiness . I love you so much, I love my life …its funny how one moment can feel like the end of your world . Thank you those who helped me throughout this . Thank you chelsea, honestly you helped me so much i appreciate your support in this situation . I love you so much and pray you find happiness .
Fucken goosebumps..i cant even . !
As much as Im mad at you right now…All i want to do is call you over here and have you fuck the anger out of me. Despite us getting angry with eachother last night, we had a really good time in the bathroom last night ;).( sorry chelwy if you’re reading this haha ) And I can’t help but think about it right now. Right now I am a stubborn asshole and Im not taking your bullshit. But I love you, I need you with me. You’re my king and I’m your queen…thats us. That’s how I want it to be.




