“My ass burns me, when i wen’t to go wipe..it was so painful..just come feel it…if you just put your hand on my ass you’ll feel fire….I can’t shit in your bathroom, my legs swing they can’t touch the ground, I have no balance.”—My Mom
“You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened… or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.”—Tupac Shakur
Its funny how one person can come into your life, change it and make you see the world in a different light. You can be yourself around them, you can talk about the old times when life wasn’t so difficult as it is now, you can tell them the secrets you keep from everyone else, you can let down that constant guard that you so desperately try to keep up . They know what makes you tick, what makes you laugh, what makes you smile, what makes you cry, they know your body and all those sensitive areas that give you chills. It feels as almost their lips were a puzzle piece that fit perfectly with yours. Oh ,and that little face they make, it almost leaves you speechless everytime, he used to lift his eyebrows and give me a closed mouth smile , god it made me melt. And when when they hold you , god its heavenly and on those dark cold nights you know its all you’re thinking about. All those meaningless moments seem to be the best memories. Even when i felt like tearing my hair out, I still always stopped and remembered that love isn’t easy and that it takes work… But you see, our love would require alot more work. Distance was our enemy, not lies or cheating. Simply it would cause a strain on us, so we ended it. It hurt, essentially you give them every ounce of your love, because in all honesty, you never thought that you would leave your side. Of course you knew there might of been an ending, but love definitely blinds you , and the future doesn’t matter. The future, along with our relationship, in this case was a major concern.
Love is said to conquer through all of life’s extremities, well….what if love isn’t strong enough?