N.

You don’t even seem like you anymore. We barely even talk. You don’t ever tell me whats going on with you. I’ve tried coming around your way and talking to you but when I do, you’re in a “bad mood” so I just leave you alone. I just feel like all you care about now is just partying and drinking and hooking up with guys. You never text me, and when you do its like once in a blue moon. I couldn’t consider myself your bestfriend anymore. We barely hangout. I can’t even talk to you anymore because I just feel like you don’t even care. You don’t know how much I care about your wellbeing. I truly do support your decisions even when I don’t agree with them myself. I remember we used to talk almost everyday, you probably don’t care.

I’m only this upset because you actually are an important person in my life..

How big a guy says he is….

Reality…..

Pick 5 artists that you love before reading the questions

1. Beyonce
2. Katy Perry
3. Coldplay
4. Lady Gaga
5. Jay Sean

What was the first song you ever heard by 1?

…wow.. solo?…I’ve heard Crazy In Love.

What is your favorite song of 5?

ugh god..um..I love Ride It

What kind of impact has 1 left on your life?

The biggest impact ever. She has inspired me to push myself harder each day. I place her on a pedestal and hope one day I will be right there with her. I admirer her as a performer, a singer, a model, an actress..I admire her personality. And how she is always so humble. She really has opened my eyes to what it takes to become as successful as her.

What are your favorite lyrics of 5?

“Gotta take it back to the days before we met
And live our lives as strangers again”

How many times have you seen 4 live?

..does HBO count?.lol

What is your favorite song by 2?

HummingBird Heartbeat.

Is there any song by 3 that makes you sad?

Us Against The World.

What is your favourite song by 1?

God thats so impossible. Um..but I honestly love the song ” I Care”.

When did you first get into 2?

I will say this like every asshole ” before anybody else got into her”. ( god that sounds wrong.)

How did you get into 3?
When I bought their newest album…i

What is your favourite song by 4?

Monster…that song is prob. played more than any other one.

How many times have you seen 5 live?

=/ neva

What is a good memory concerning 1?
When I first watched the True Hollywood Story about her. It was a big thing for me. ! I am obsessed.

Is there a song by 2 that makes you sad?
Yeah. Thinking Of You

What is your favorite song of 3?

Us Against The World

I fucken love my boyfriend.

“Tuesday Dec 27 2011

When you travel by car to a new destination, you don’t know what the road will look like, and you may not recognize the landmarks that can be seen along the way. But that doesn’t stop you from moving forward and expecting to arrive where you want to go. You’re now in a relationship - most likely it’s romantic, but it could also be a friendship or a work relationship. You don’t ordinarily have trouble relating to others. You are well-spoken, confident, and assertive. Yet with this person you worry about each step you take. Just trust that you will know where to turn and what to do when you get there, and it will all work out for the best.”

Via daily horoscope

Eating excessive salty foods leads to Bloating
Bloating leads to Feeling fat
Feeling fat leads to Insecurities
Insecurities lead to Overthinking
Overthinking leads to Crying

Ugh. I miss my boyfriend. My hormones are so weird right now though.. Its like I want him, then the next second I don’t. I love him alot…but I feel bad for not being so sure with myself. Him and I were talking about it the night before the day he had to leave. It was very emotional for me. I began crying and he told me that he wasn’t going anywhere. It brought me back to the time he said that on my birthday last year. I cried harder because he did leave me …he came back…but still he left me. Im not a big stickler when it comes to guys making promises, but it was just ironic he said that. I know he means it but its almost harder to believe this time. Talking to him felt good though. I am trying to relax but I can’t stop worrying if my feelings are fading. I don’t want any doubts. Love doesn’t have doubts….does it?

iwantcupcakes:

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